Discordance

I'm exhausted at work, and I've just put the little one down for a nap, so here's a quick update before I catch 20 minutes myself.

I've been feeling very out-of-sorts lately. Its a frustrating emotion, because I'm not necessarily sad or upset or anything like that. I'm just very... jumbled. I feel in over my head and overwhelmed, even though I really have no reason to be so stressed. Its strange. This weekend has been far too emotional and disappointing for my taste. I keep worrying that I'm making people mad, when in reality, I'm probably just reading far too much into tone and body language. I need to just slow down, take a day or two and get my head back on straight. I think my awkward sleep schedule is contributing to this out-of-whack feeling. On weekdays, when I need to get up for work, I usually fall asleep around one a.m. and wake up at seven a.m.- I could use one or two more hours, but this works out well for me. On weekends, though, I've gotten into the bad habit of staying up until about 6 a.m. and waking up at 2 p.m. Not good. Sleeping like that is frustrating, because it eats into my day and wastes time I need to do things. I'm going to work on turning that around this week.

Blaargh. Things just need to sort themselves out and fall back in line, thank you very much.

[P.S. I bought new boots this weekend. This is exciting, mostly because a good chunk of my shoes are brightly colored flats. Very impractical for winter. No more snow in my shoes!]